Good bye

hey all! Merry Christmas to all of you who celebrate it. My Christmas was so great, I was having so much fun with my cousin and all of my family. and today I'm going to Japan for new year holiday! it's fun fun fun. Gonna be off for 1 week, guys. toodles, and have a nice holiday.

xoxo, E.

How Can I Stop Smiling When I Have This?

These are what made me smile for the past few days



And yes, this is the old album of John Mayer, called Continuum. Dearest friend of mine, Alboin Suenri Sitorus, or simply called him Boin gave me this wonderful CD for birthday present. I know it's kind of late, but it is really okay for me since I've been waiting for this CD for a long time. Thank you Boin, it's really nice of you :)

the second one is


YEAY BATTLE STUDIES FINALLY ARRIVE IN INDONESIA!! This is the latest album of John Mayer, and I'm really excited to hear his music.
My favourite are, "All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye" and also "Friends, Lovers, or Nothing"

You should buy this album fellas, I know you won't be disappointed when you hear his music :)



p.s : I miss you badly.

December Happiness Fever

I just finished my end of semester test. So far my scores are pretty good, I don't have to do remedial thingy, which I feel so grateful about it because I'm so lazy to study again and re-do the test. Just wish me luck so other tests result will be great.

So, Christmas coming really soon, around 17 more days. I feel so excited yet happy. I'll celebrate Christmas and new year in Japan. Maybe that's the main reason why I feel so excited about celebrating this year Christmas.I can't hardly wait for vacation. Details soon in this blog.

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p.s: I feel so blissful being around with my friends, I know, they're always the best. Thank you for making a rainbow in my day.




Cheers everyone,
E.M

updates

Hello people. Long time not writting here.
Gue lagi sibuk dengan sekolah dan banyak hal lain yang membuat gue susah untuk online di komputer dan nulis blog, and I write this post through phone though. So my life went okay and many things I want to tell and share. kira-kira kalau dirangkum kayak gini:

1. MY 16TH BIRTHDAY WENT SWEET AND FULL OF SUPRISES!!
Dari pagi gue udah ga mood, nanggepin ulang tahun juga biasa aja, I thought I'm going to have fun with my mates at school, in fact pas gue nyampe sekolah, semua biasa2 aja, kayaknya orang-orang ga ngeh gue ulang tahun. I was sad and dissapointed at that time. Gue bete. Sampe akhirnya pas istirahat ke 2, rokris 2011 ngasih kado yang sweeeeettttt banget nget nget, I'll try to update the present as soon as I can. Jadi tuh mereka kasih cap bibir masing2 diatas kanvas terus ngasih ucapan gitu aaaa sweet gue terharu dan seneng banget nget. Terus kak Octy juga ngasih kado gitu dari 2010 nyaa aaaaa sweet deh. Terus terus boin promise me to buy John Mayer's CD Continuum as my birthday present!
countless gratitude to my lovely Rokris 2011, especially to Fryda Natalia Vonny Mazmur Meang Henry Alex Ibet Anara Daniel Boin Debby Luther, I love guys so much :)

2. I've watched New Moon with my girls!! The movie is really great, I love it! I fall in love with Jacob when he cut his hair. Gosh, what he did to Bella just so sweet, and I envy Bella for everything that Jacob and Edward did to her. I watched that movie on Saturday, and also I was having fun with my girls, and they gave me scrapbook tools as my birthday present :) YEEAAAY I LOVE YOU ALL NINDA WARDHA ZARA NISNA FIYA EMIL :3 thanks for being there,always.

3. I'm letting go. For a thing. That should not be mention here. It's hard but I can deal with it, I know I have friends that will support and help me. I do that because I deserve to be happy. So I'm sorry, I cannot help you anymore. Yes I'm being selfish, because I want to be happy, and letting go is the only way so I can reach my own happiness. I pray the best for you. You're free to go. I'm fine.

3. I'm in the end of semester tests week. Wish me tons of luck so my score will be great and I don't have to do remedial thingy.

4. I'm trying to get closer to my brother's girlfriend. After I know her better, I start to like her. She's fun and funny, beside that she's also smart. I hope that she'll make my brother happy :)
P.S: Can't wait to hang out with my brother and Meiggy. sushi and new moon, here we come :)) !

5. I'm so excited about Christmas. I don't know why, I'm just feeling great about this Christmas :)

So that's all. I'm trying to be more update as soon as this exam week ends. I'll talk to you later people.

Cheers,E.

I'm going to be sixteen soon

This is surely my pointless post. I just want to share my thoughts, so here I go.

Gue akan menjadi 16 tahun dalam 2 hari lagi. 23 November. Biasanya gue adalah orang yang sangat excited dalam menyambut hari ulang tahun gue sendiri. Jujur, gue seneng ulang tahun. Gue seneng dapet hadiah dan dikasih ucapan sama temen-temen dan keluarga.Tapi rasanya beda banget tahun ini. Gue ga ada semangat, gue ga punya euphoria menuju ulang tahun. Gue berasa datar dan hambar. Ini tahun teraneh buat gue, karena masalahnya tuh ada di diri gue sendiri bukan di orang lain. Saat gue ngobrolin ini sama nyokap gue, nyokap gue cuma bilang "Ya emang mestinya biasa aja mau ulang tahun". It's like... Gue dapet pembelaan bahwa yaudah emang ulang tahun biasa aja.

Gue juga adalah orang yang selalu berusaha ngasih suprise ke temen gue yang lain pas mereka ulang tahun. Kadang gue punya pikiran egois, "mereka bakal buat kayak gini juga ga ya ke gue kalau gue ulang tahun?" yeah I know, gue kesannya ga ikhlas ngasih mereka hadiah. Ikhlas kok gue, asal ngeliat mereka senyum simpel aja gue udah seneng banget. Tapi sebagai manusia, wajar dong gue punya pemikiran kayak gitu?

Terkadang, gue juga iri sama temen-temen gue yang dikasih suprise, karena jujur gue seumur-umur belom pernah dapet hadiah kejutan atau something special yang dipersiapkan gitu. Gue kebiasa menjalani ulang tahun dengan euphoria dalam diri gue sendiri, dan orang lain ngga. Ya, mungkin ini yang dinamakan proses kedewasaan ya?

Ah, udah lah, kenapa gue jadi mikir yang aneh? Haha. I hope 23rd of November will be the best day ever. Amin. I'm going to be sixteen really soon fellas!

It Has Been Almost A Year...

It has been almost a year, and I'm not moving anywhere.

It has been almost a year, and the feeling still there.

It has been almost a year, and even the hurt that caused by you never make me stop.

It has been almost a year, and I can't stop being too care about you.

It has been almost a year, and I still love your unique, fresh and different smell.

It has been almost a year, and I still love your jokes.

It has been almost a year, and you're still the one that make me feel safe and warm.

It has been almost a year, and even I know that there's another person,I still support you to be with her because I want you to be happy in anyway, even it's not with me.

It has been almost a year, and you're the one that I love to spend my time with.

It has been almost a year, and the boy that I adore badly is still you.

Absurd

Hello, fellas. It has been a quite long time since my last post. Well yeah, I'm getting busy of all my organization at school, especially my choir and vocal group. I rarely get online from my laptop, so, I made this post through my mobile phone.
Last week was absurd, many things happened, happy moments and plain moments. Thanks God, I didn't feel any sad moments last week. Last Saturday, my vocal group team joined a competition held by Pekerjaan Umum Department. We got the first place :3 Since we won the first place, we had to performed at the closing ceremony of the festival. We performed in front of Jakarta's governor and also Pekerjaan Umum minister. I'm so happy and proud to be one of my amazing and great great friends at vocal group.
Maybe that's all I can tell you about my week. I'll try to update as soon as I can. Toodles mate! Have a great week!